Stressful day postitive thinking !

Today was so hard for me . I havent worked in 4 days. I was really trying to make up for all my lost time . I seriously just wanma go die in cry . But i know i gotta keep going . I really dis like how some people make me feel or how when im in trouble no one cares . Im such an emotional person makes me a good empath in all.

but sometimes i wish people where nice. I really can hear other ppls thoughts in sometimes it sucks knowing what they want from me or where they want me to be . I ask god for help in strength and faith im still greatful for all my blessing. I know stay positive. Think positive. But im not having a good day . Sending everyone healing energy

Wishing right now me and my emotions where flexable in a good way . Spirit has been telling me i need meditation & medication but ima try to sleep this off.